Sweet dreams that turned into nightmares

I dream of you a lot. You haunt my dreams to the point of frustration.

How I wish you could speak to me so I could share all of this with you.

Because I’m here paralysed by these emotions with no idea on how to handle them.

You are the answer to my prayers. Or so I thought. But you won’t speak to me so technically you are the wrong answer to my prayers since you aren’t turning my prayers into reality -if you know what I mean.

Instead you haunt my dreams.

You haunt my dreams.

To the point of confusion and frustration.

I wanna scream.

I don’t know what to do with all these emotions that you ignited in me.

And now I’m left alone to tame this flame. This flame that’s raging inside me. This flame that you created and I maintained. Actually i have to put it out, before it consumes me.

Abd just like always, I’m all alone. Alone and relying on God to keep me going.

As His Word says to me in:

Psalm 4: 8. I will both lay me down in peace, and sleep: for thou, LORD, only makest me dwell in safety. – Bible Offline

I close my eyes each night with the peace of the Lord upon my mind, hoping that tonight I will not find you in my dreams.

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