So i spent the past two days in tears.
Crying my heart out not understanding why things were like this.
Turns out while you are irreplaceable to me, i am replaceable to you. While you are valuable to me, to you i am of no value. I would do anything for you, sacrifice for you. Because i love you. But baby you won’t do the same.
I’ve been asking myself these questions a lot lately:
- why am i not worthy??
- what is it that I’m missing??
- what is wrong with me that doesn’t make me worthy of your time??
- why am i not important to you?? Why??
- How can Tarzan be more interesting to you than me??
The pain in my heart is too much. I can’t take this anymore. This is too much.
However, baby im too much in love with you. That’s my downfall.
You are my weakness.
My amor. ❤️