It turns out that when I feel down, I think of you. My thoughts always drift towards you. I tend to want to tell you about what’s happening around me.
It seems like you are a source of comfort for me. It boggles me, though. I just don’t get it. How? Why? It just seems to be so.
I don’t like it. I hate it.
I hate it, because you seem to be everywhere in my thoughts. I hate how everything I think about just seems to link to you. How I’d wonder what you’d think about something. How I’d just want to tell you everything and share every experience with you. I do that sometimes. I sometimes catch myself speaking to you in my mind.
It’s freaking wierd. I’m basically talking to myself, but why are you the image of the version of myself I’m speaking to? Why you?
I need to get you out of my head. I don’t want to become obsessed with you. You cannot become an obsession!!! My crush for you may not become an obsession!!
Especially when you don’t feel the same way about me.
– Miri 💞❤️💕💖💓
“The essence of being human is that one does not seek perfection.”