Dear Mr President

I miss you.

I know I shouldn’t. It’s not healthy, but I do. Unfortunately, things don’t always go the way we want. I have been trying to let go of you, but I can’t. My heart won’t let me and my brain is in it too.

I think I went too far with you. I allowed my feelings to get out of hand. I don’t know what to do and it worries me. It worries so much. What if I’ve gone too deep and lost control. Has this become an obsession?? You are the man in my dreams and fantasies. You are just everywhere within me.

I miss you.

I know I shouldn’t, but I do.

Your name is running rampage over my mind, my thoughts, my whole being. I am fucked, so very fucked. As much as I try to let you go, I can’t. Worse of all, I can’t seem to forget you.

I miss you.

I miss you so much and I know I shouldn’t.

We haven’t even been in contact for a while now, but I’m still hung up on you. I don’t get it, I don’t understand it. Why you of all people?? Why couldn’t it be someone who would want this with me?? Why did it have to be you??

Why do I feel so safe and comfortable with you?? Why did it have to be you?? I didn’t want it to be you, but somehow you were the only person who seemed to just get me. Who understood me so much.

Why?? Why, my dear?? Why you??

I wish I could change everything and pick someone else. I wonder if that would make it all better??

I miss you.

I miss you so much, even though I know I shouldn’t. I still somehow yearn and long for you…

…and it’s becoming unhealthy.

– Miri 💞❤️💕💖

“We are still masters of our fate, we are still captains of our souls.”

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