Missing my old self

I love this picture so much I can’t stop looking at it. But at the same time it breaks my heart and makes me want to cry.

I miss this girl so much. I miss the way she had so much life in her that it shines through her skin. I miss how beautiful she is and how her joy is reflected in her eyes.

I both love and feel sorry for her at the same time. I understand how life changes and we go through many phases to grow and mature. I understand that very much.

However I want her essence back. The essence she had to face whatever came her way, with passion and determination, not this brokenness I feel inside. I want her back and to keep her forever.

Those who stare at the past have their backs turned to the future.


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